Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Blood Sacrifice


Blood red sprouts hang from green stems, like trickling down from a pricked finger. Bent down by a torrential downpour, water slashing this way and that. Experimenting, like it couldn’t make up its mind which lashing out would cause the most pain.

He walked, drenched in viscous maroon rain, making a gentle crunching sound. The gravel soothed the sole of his bare feet, like nature digging its rough fingers in for a deep tissue massage. He revered nature and it rewarded him in its strange little ways. He unloosed his tongue and felt the raindrops sink into every pore. He drank it up gratefully, this holy water from the heavens. The maroon robes clung to him, afraid to let go. They whimpered and clung tighter as the rain grew violent. The drops played a tap-tap-tap on his shorn head and he laughed at their juvenile composition. He wagged a finger at them playfully and laughed louder, letting the child within resurface for air. They took the cue and quickly drowned in the gaping hole between his teeth and he gulped them down. They were now somewhere inside him, caught in the labyrinths and voids within, making that tap-tap-tap with his blood.

He then plucked the blood red sprouts and breathed them in. They carried in their heart the scent of their agony, sweet and sacrificial. He carried them gently, his precious load. They would find themselves at the feet of a sleepy-eyed man-god, sitting still age after age, even as the walls crumble around him. Who would watch serenely, without emotion as the blood drained out of them. And there they would lie, till another rain, another time would obliterate their existence. They would have no more memories of their being then, just a faint sense of something red and alive trickling out.


Tuesday, July 12, 2011



"She was considered timid and morose. Only in the country, her skin tanned by the sun and her belly full of ripe fruit, running through the fields with Pedro Tercero, was she smiling and happy. Her mother said that that was the real Blanca, and that the other one, the one back in the city, was a Blanca in hibernation."

Isabel Allende (The House of the Spirits)

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Bare your feet

One of the things I resent most about being 'civilized' is having to wear shoes. It is a necessity of course, but there's no better feeling than the freedom of bare feet. Being close to earth, grounded. Feeling every texture mother earth is gracious enough to present us with.

The grainy, grittiness of mud.


The scrunchy, tickly feel of sand.


The once-viscous, once-light, foamy feel of water.


The plush, spongy softness of grass.

I wish our shoes were made of these textures :)







Sunday, May 8, 2011

I've got to stop oscillating like this. Insanely happy one day, terribly blue the next. God help me.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

This morning

Spangles of light stream through. A bottle with a single white flower and a sprightly twig of shiny green leaves cast their shadow on the wall. And everything is suffused with a warm, ethereal glow. It takes so little to be truly happy...

Thursday, September 9, 2010

12 days of Ladakh


I've known you even before I was formed
I've walked your paths before time
Barefooted, I've trudged through the veins
that course through your heart
And I've felt
the rough of your earth, the touch of your weathered skin.

I remember how you called me out in dreams
Slicing through the clouds and piercing my soul
You whispered through the silence and took me into your womb

And I came.
I now stand, maroon-robed and shorn head
Gazing into your vast emptiness, listening to your wordlessness
Trying in vain to gather into me every bit of you
And wondering if i'll meet God, hidden in the folds of your breast.


Clouds so low they pull a hood of shadows over the mountains


Fluttering prayer flags




Surreal contrasts





The beautiful people and the children, happy and ever-content despite the harsh life


Clear spaces and blue, blue skies. The intermingling colours of Pangong Tso, pristine, pure.

Ancient religions and traditions nestled between the mountains of the gods

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Remembering & wanting to forget




For my very own, for every tear, for every faith, for every act of courage.

For serenity. For peace.