Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Confront or talk?

Today is the day...where i make a choice between 'confrontation' and 'conversation'. I would rather opt for the latter, but i also know there's a welling up of putrid and corrosive emotions that threaten to hit the surface. If that happens, i know i'll end up spewing venom instead of digesting it.

I want to just converse, i really do...i hope i can suspend my 'humanness' for sometime.

Sometimes though, i just wish i wasn't human.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Being Garfield

Like Garfield rightly (and insightfully) puts it "Am bored...am bored, am bored, am bored...". I would like to add a few more to that. I've been feeling supremely lethargic and bored to even stretch my imagination. The reason why my blog has been silent for so long. A good friend's blogging efforts (thanks Neeru) have awakened the blogger side of me again (Ahoy there! I see land :)

I am in a strangely transient phase - just 'put in my papers' and 'serving' the dreaded 'notice period' in my company. Between spurts of contained excitement and those darn fluttering butterflies, i don't really know what to expect. And i strongly suspect that the older i grow, the more averse i get to change. I guess we all seek a 'stay' after a point of time. Right now though, i need to metamorphose or be stuck around in my cocoon forever.

Well...i guess it's time to fly :)